A fool, a fool I am. How is sharing my stupid life supposed to help me? It is only a temporary fix, only a scam. This pain is stuck with me, it is a guaranty.
Made from the flames of my past. It has evolved to the point that going to the root is no use. Intertwined with my soul I realize at last. Only way to fix it permanently I guess is with a noose.
It is not time for that yet, so I must deal with this pain, I would be lying if I said it is no sweat.