He called me 'little swallow' Dark kisses like planting seeds, dotting the bumps on my spine. Breathe sweet with curry promises heat pools on the skin of my neck. My ******* he holds in the dim light as if they were the most precious fragile china. Urgency and endlessness twirl as drunken dancers in my stomach. Infinite and the finite. Little swallow, he begs. Little swallow. Traces of invisible letters drawn on his dark skin with such a soft rake of my nails. He arches his back in a bridge from delight to despair as he digest the pain of lust. I could trace the map of India on his neck, the constellations on his back. "Little swallow," a whisper that comes out as a groan. "You are flight of swallows, living cloud. That I could hold you still a thought in my head "restless girl with her heart beating fast." Now he roughly pulls my hair back and my neck whips with it. He has my arm in a lock beneath my chest, kissing the side of my neck. 'my little swallow' he entreats in a dry cough of sound and i trace Calcutta with my feathery tongue.
true story of a brilliant man i loved wildly. he returned to his home but much of what i write is about the perfection of the relationship and what i learned. he did, actually in his lilting tongue, call me little swallow.