My empty mind so full of the past
All lost to the future
Dead to the present
These eyes given blur

Nothing feels me anymore
No pain to gain
Nor thrill given pill
A soul wrapped in anger
Tossed for the waste

Oh the joys of another breath
Feeding these veins so cruel to myself
A sighed voice screams in the quiet
Wake this shout
Fill me

Can you not see the fight in me
It wants to live
It wants to run and shout
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive

Instead I turn my face to a cold pillow
Look away from a world I could love
Let me find the deep deep black
I call home
Leave me
Leave me ....alone