This year was good but shouldve been better countless hours of doubt and regret Keep focusing on being better trying to forget Watching myself be consumed by new bd habit doing things I thought id never do but changing it up is part of it. Watching my fave movies doing what I love is hard distracted by troublesome thoughts Id like to go back make them right but life is about going forward Hard to be strong when weakness gives you false confidence Growing everyday not looking for a reason to stay You found an escape route thinking you left me down and out Time for a change move on turn the page