I all too often wonder if you've at all been working on your plethoric problems, or if you yet merely continue to use and abuse those who find themselves around you in order to distract yourself from yourself; to beguile even your very own self via id, ego, and superego illusions in lieu of making real personal progress.
Prevaricate; v. To stray from or avoid the truth, esp. through ambiguous language or omission.
Id; n. psychology: A part of a person's unconscious mind that relates to basic needs and desires
Ego; n. psychology: A part of the mind that senses and adapts to the real world; sense of self-regard
Superego; n. psychology: A part of a person's mind that relates to attitudes about what is right and wrong and to feelings of guilt