It felt something like falling off your bed in the middle of the night You just wake up not quite sure what happened. I woke up in the hospital. They asked me if I knew where I was and what happened to me I said I couldn't recall exactly what happened But I thought I had an idea. They said you tried to **** yourself again last night your roommate found you She called 911 said there was a lot of blood I guess I saw that coming. It felt sort of like a dream I told the therapist later that week... I felt like all the stress just vanished! I was finally at peace. He told me life was hard and it would only get harder and asked if I would do it again? I wasn't sure how to answer him Honestly, I probably would.