Fruit uneaten to the seed, A glance at the heavens Halting inescapable rot, Here it lays brown and withered.
A chronic flicker of a lamp In the corner of the room A temperament that festers Frustrated at the change of endeavours,
Waning moons missing pieces, Resentful, longing for the sun Indescribable hunger for a glimmer over torrential nights,
Yearning like a fire Begs to be fed Reaching out to darkness The bed, now half slept.
Restlessness crawls within bones A tormenting Unrelenting Wind in the cold,
A soft low hum within the safety of four Walls, An unrecognisable sound Without an ear, joyful to be here at all.
Fruit will soon bitter with frosty mornings, Unnurtured, I plant myself in grounds Sullen with the season.
I broke up with my partner of 6 years for reasons that are lost on me now, and the last 2 months have been spent feeling incredibly lonely and when the noise quietens I find myself to plant my two feet on the ground in the way I would have hoped to by now.