and when my soul whispered, it whispered your name. Your name in such a low voice that my body whimpered. Whimpered for the solace it has been starving for. Alas the solace came in rust just for me to bite and gulp it down on my throat so how were i supposed to remain sane when every rose i picked pricked my promising hand and when every well i wished in washed me out of land. I am a dread of desires lying around on ground. Shaken, trembled i lay on the ground. This has no meaning expect you and you are the one in the scening above me. How cruel and devastating that one thing one thing that adored me got adored by the heaven way too quickly.
This is a piece i wrote for a love i never had and that love is not really gone but it feels like that.