I once told you that
            but you might have forgotten

you may not know what it feels like
                                                         like lost
                                                         like wanting to talk

but I'm embarrassed
       I'm embarrassed of myself

Don't want you to feel disgusted
by all my selfishness
by all my wilfulness

cause i sure do have ruined everything

even if I wanted to be here forever
             I want to know you forever

you, who were too perfect from the beginning
you're really too good for me

I'm tired
I miss you a lil bit too much
I want you to be here

your messages were the ones I was waiting for
not hers, not them, not anyone else

Yes, you're the reason
Yes, i was hoping for something
Yes, I fell
Yes, it’s wrong

Sorry
Sorry
Sorry
for the last time i say I'm sorry…