6d
was there ever a moment where
you were taught
lust was love,
when you were skipping rocks
and playing pretend
what voice whispered
it’s your body
they want,
not you
you were taught
lust was love,
when you were skipping rocks
and playing pretend
what voice whispered
it’s your body
they want,
not you
-im coming to realize how as a gay man I felt that I would only receive partnership through sexualizing myself and others in my mind. Early bullying and rejection made be develop a heavy sense of lust, and feeling that I will only be loved when im under someone feeling my skin.
