Another meaningless day, disrupted by a stirring action, Or maybe stillness and passiveness carry more meaning. Chasing eternal ideas, we neglect pressing matters. Drunk with high ideals, we dismiss those closest to us. We pour our strength into chasing the true path, and live in a future that never arrives. When today flew away, leaving no chance to mend broken pieces, only the bitter taste of anxiety over the unattainable and regret for what was left undone remain by our side.
I remember that evening like it was just a month ago Almost night, the shadows of trees around us, and our hands locked together. Time stopped on the clock for a moment. Like a fish thrown onto the shore, We couldn’t handle the scale of this new life. Suffocating under overwhelming feelings, with no air left inside us.
I close my eyes, and scenes from the past flash by like an old movie reel. An apartment block, a courtyard with iron football goals, one ball for two teams. How happy we were in those days, when our pockets were empty and our hearts free of envy and rivalry. I close my eyes, and only one question lingers: When did we lose our feelings in a flood of meaningless worries?