writing turns pain into poetry. something dark, cold and dreadful into beauty. etched into the universe forever.
but,
when i'm happy, when life is blissful, when the rain feels euphoric i become at a loss for words.. i go blank the feeling of felicity is fleeting. and is then forgotten.
life goes back to being blank and empty, and the beauty of the moment that once existed, is lost forever.
why do i bear my sadness like armour. and let the happiness slip through my fingers.