The world spins, right left right left I am falling off the edge I am slipping away Drowsy, sick, tired and lethargic
I ache for what once was but will never be again Sore for reminiscence Yearning for reconnection left hallow in the lack of your presence
I saw her last night dancing her heart out It was glowing, how the leaves do when the sky is empty And loud like lighting and thunder on a stormy fall night as Her feet bounced up and down the wooden floor
I could feel her eyes on me An unshakable serene feeling Her lavender taut dress was a magnet and my eyes steel We are the two neither poles
We bear each others presence My brain is filled with the presumption of how we were meant to be here together Like two yellowed leaves decomposing
A promise broken
I stood in the corner with another person His arms around my waist My palms on his face Yet no true yellow rays of embrace
I don't feel delight nor contentment Rather bitter resentment For him, for you, for me, for the world
I have to ripe in the consequences of my actions for as long as we are in this building together
i fear i lack the ability to move on for her bittersweet stares