At the end of my rope
losing all hope
trying to live life has become a joke
doing my hardest just to cope
still trying to climb this slippery *****

Where did I go wrong
this lie has gone on to long
its time they hear my song

a song of sorrow of pain and fear
please someone, yes anyone can you lend me an ear?
for I need to let this out my dear …

I fell to hard and way to fast
now all I wish to do is erase my past

For its one filled of grief
And almost no Relief
with a tiny amount of belief

That my baby wouldn’t die
That I wouldn’t have to cry
Or live in constant deny

That my love would stay strong
And we could carry on
To above and great beyond

But our baby she is gone
And the life from me is drawn

As each day goes by I feel us drift some more
Wondering why you have not headed for the door
Why do you stay here? Would you like some more?

Some more of my mental abuse
Some more of you getting used
Some more of you being accused
Or some more of your love being refused

I cant be with you, nor without
In my heart there is much to much doubt
My emotions have hit a drought
And I fear together we may never find a way out.