I’ve tasted the echoes of a flame; inhaling silhouettes of the night’s smoke; wasting time under the clouds of downhill voices, speaking low on my worth.Where I recall my mother’s voice as the sturdy cane of discipline – as we read about disciples who were just ordinary men; we were orderly raised, where being scolded a third time about coming to bath at five, was just a part of our ordinary days. My most trusted companions where the imaginary friends I made up – who knew they'd get me in trouble, if I was found talking to myself while I play.
And I don’t feel that old, but nostalgia has been resting on my soul; the better parts of it, and also the worst – where I grew up with the biggest fear around girls. Though part of that fear still remains, only we changed the fear of girls, to a fear of falling in love with the wrong girl. “But I love her though,” by that statement I'll know I’ve definitely fallen underneath the floor.
I hardly questioned my flaws; until I grew a little order and started to be so aware of them all – then I grew a little older, to soon realize they’re all just a part of us all. And I don’t feel that old, even when the wisdom I get isn’t always the same wisdom the youth can own – still I hope their purpose is the one thing they can own.
I have to keep a piece of self-worth in my silver thoughts, interlaced like a plait – even when I think up a few corny bars; I still see myself as platinum. Signed here... a Platinum baby.