A bully. A *****. Took advantage of his ****. Used him, then dipped. Chose myself over him. I’m a ******. I’m unfit. When all I did was mindfully end it. I tried before but gave into his woahs. This time was different, I firmly said no. A weight lifted off me. I now feel more whole. It’s hard to feel bad knowing I deserve more. So call me the bad guy, get angry and run. But I’m finding healing, so **** your response.