you speak in flames, your words a fire that burns everything i've ever been each syllable is sharp, a knife against the soft parts of me the parts you never cared to see you twist the truth fists hidden in your voice, each insult a stone throwing me into a pit of shame and doubt i stand in your storm a broken tree with roots to deep to leave but each word you spit feels like thunder clashing against my skin i cant escape the echoes of your rage you tear me apart but still, i ache for something ill never get; a whisper of love a touch without hate but instead i drown in your fury and yet you never see the weight of your own cruelty the marks you leave with every breathe
but im learning to breathe without you, to let your venom slip off my skin, no longer clinging to the scars. The scars you carved into my heart.
this poem is about me learning to develop and grow with the constant troubles my mom has caused me