Mind goes blank As if I were a mere plank Pinching myself to check if everything's real Even people I love dearly doesn't feel real It all is so surreal As if I can't feel
No imagination in mind Just eyes left behind Staring at the wall As my attention was quick to fall Everything I hear comes in and out of my ears Sorry, but I'm not able to hear
Mind and reality just leaving me there Yet, I can't tell if I even care Feeling so numb till I can't feel people's warmth It feels as if I'm in the pole of the north
Looking and touching people to check if they're a illusion or not My space cells have returned into a knot You're real, but I'm blinded behind a mask And to remove it is all I ask But then again, I forget that my space cells can no longer be heard Space cells are always in a herd, But now each piece is blocking my thoughts Can't even form a proper sentence as my space cells block my desperate cries
My space cells are on Mind in pure void As my mind resets The cycle comes back again I can't speak I can't think of any sentences My space cells is blank.
uhhh....hi? idk but I made this at school. Just struggling with this fr. One minute I'm super smart and the next I can't even speak because I can't think of a sentence, then I'm wondering why I'm even there in the first place. Plus, everything is not real.