A yearning hand stretches upward, seeking the untouchable, longing for the spacious bed—ever white, ever blue. Looming, seeming in reach, and yet, from this new hill, seeming farther, more distant. Am I truly so far removed from you? Will a ladder bring me closer? Should I climb to the roof? It may cause a panic in the street as I leap into the ever-blue, ever-white embrace. I find my peace in places much too high, but I am no winged creature. Yet every time I've fallen, it convinced me I can fly.