Tears are filling up my eyes and
Splashing down to hit my pillow.
Wet patches of where they fall are left behind.
I'm completely destroyed.
Cut into pieces by my own making,
Causing problems I can never fix.
Pushing people away,
So I don't get hurt
But I AM hurt.
Beyond repair.
Like the unfixable child's toy,
That gets thrown away.
"You can't help someone
That doesn't want to help themselves".
It's never been so true.