running
fleeing
seeing
without seeing
touching
without feeling
been that way
for far too long
wrong feels right
and right feels wrong
carrying on
and on
and on

one day
it will all be gone
i think to myself
and for some reason
i hope that it wont take that long

and then
out of nowhere
in the night
the thing that pushed me down
starts to feel light
something touched me deep inside
so i can finally
swallow a truth
thats so unsavory
now that i am as low as i ve ever been before
i am finding out
what's bravery