do you ever attach yourself to a car— the way it smells, the way it drives— as if the engine hums a melody of memories you wish to forget but cannot?
you step into one just like theirs, and it’s as if the past breathes again, each seat, each scent, a ghost of what was. you think, maybe if i own it, i can rewrite it.
buy the same model, the same colour, but this time, let the road carve sweeter stories. let the wheels turn away from pain, and the engine sing a song of healing.
perhaps it’s not the car at all, but the need to drive forward, to leave the haunting behind and replace it with a journey that's truly yours.
maybe, just one day - i might forget those memories.