Tonight I'll pour my favorite wine, Then set the hearth's kindling ablaze; Countless hours will be spent pondering The past's carefree and blissful days
There I am! a girl of just twenty, With nimble step and flying hair; Searching for love, I was confident -- As for suitors, I had my fair share
Flowers and flattery and romance Would frequently call at my door; Youthful days filled with Love's promise . . . Even Heaven could offer no more!
The men were handsome, witty and fun, Showing utmost propriety; Strangely, I turned my back to them all -- Not one stirred Love's passion in me
But Time paid no heed to my folly, And one by one my dreams went astray; The shining rays of hope had grown dim -- Too often I'd turned Love away
Now each night my heart reprimands me, Repeating "O, what have you done?" Mistrust and indecision be ******! I curse, and then cry for The One
Now I watch the sun slowly descending Deep into the Sea of Remorse; Have I been condemned to this anguish, Or might Fate kindly alter its course?
But the flames of hope turn to embers As I sit alone sipping my wine, I know somewhere there's a lonely man . . . The One who should have been mine!