Laying on the bathroom floor
Staring at a ceiling
That i wish would fall away
And reveal an empty space
For my thoughts to float away

Laying on the bathroom floor
Remembering you
And what we once were
Remembering you
And knowing we're no more

Laying on the bathroom floor
Soon to be eighteen
But wishing I never made it
Past age twelve
When I first tried to drown
In the forever darkness

Laying on the bathroom floor
Wondering how
Anyone could love me
And not wanting it to be
Anyone
But you

Laying on the bathroom floor
Wishing to never be touched again
But craving the warmth
Of your arms around me
As you whisper
That you love me

Laying on the bathroom floor
Knowing I'll never be yours
No matter the words