You didn’t notice when I was sad, your excuse; you had work to do. You didn’t notice when I fell down, your excuse; I was too far away to catch. You didn’t notice when I was mocked endlessly, reduced to the lowest of all. You didn’t notice when I left. You forgot my birthday. July. My favorite color. Purple. You forgot I had family issues. Isn’t that what you always do? When I cut myself, you used it against me, knowing very well you were the reason. Not that I expected any less. You forgot I was right next to you, and more importantly, you left me. You left me for her. You left me for her. Again. You left me for them. Don’t you have a heart? Didn’t you say you care? Why do you always lie to me? I guess its cause you never notice me anywhere. So would you even noticed if I die? Just asking.
ive been ignored too much, treated as an option...barely an option. nearly invisible, unworthy and rejected.