Gazing into the mirror, blotchy eyed, unkempt and exhausted as dull light casts shadows, framing my weary face, as I search for any strength left in this aged reflection by recalling fearless days.
Adrift, all conviction is lost yet, in my mind I still tread water, as despairβs chill takes hold and I drown in torments deep depths, each breath a heavyweight as I slowly sink under.
My heart remains guarded, I count each fragile vulnerable beat and I deeply pray for solace as frailty continuously snuffs out my spark. The anxiety grips steadfastly to reality and my self-esteem dissipates under this malady.
I cower from this fear, I do not wish to die in calm solitude indoors whilst the world outside seems like an impossible mountain to climb. Why must my existence be reduced to nothing more than an imperfectly broken soul?