"I AM NOT afraid, i was born to do this" please, jehanne la pucelle-- here, humming, the constant burn whilst he--inkspinner--mollifies and ****** ****** skin I AM NOT afraid--the hum, epauliere lying heavy, cumbersome--my shoulders are broad and moth eaten, trembling, waste; mom, my canines hurt; i have to show my teeth. there are gauntlets in my skin, mom, licks of fever-heat beneath my heels. I draw the Weary longsword. "I AM the drum." see: i too spit blood, raise the banner; are we the drum, all you and i? watch the masses close in. conflagration inferno round and round; the sting of flesh, the weight, the ache in my gums; the drum, which GOD beats out HIS message please, mom, it hurts. please, jehanne, it hurts please beg me BE NOT AFRAID