No matter how many times I say our problems can mend Fate will never let me call you a friend I told you that loving him would only make you cry But you didn't listen and kept wanting to try You put salt in the wound when I bled for you You gave nothing back when I cared for you But when I think about you, why do I still care? When will I find love that's finally fair? All I wanted was for you to have a life of fun But like Icarus, I must've flown too close to the sun Then why did you say you love me? If I am blind, when could you see so clearly? I had to comfort you every single day And in return you make me feel this way? And I knew I was rereading the same chapter of a book I was in a trance by that one quick look I thought you could be the one true friend But I know how it was going to end I love you so much more than you think Even though in the depths of your waters, I'll only sink I love you, but I hate you so Now even I don't know if I should go You'd make my heart beat a little faster But I don't know if it's love anymore So if I tried to say "I love you," You wouldn't say "you love me more."
this is my 22nd poem, written on 8/21/23. yeah I should've left this guy frfr