they giggled as i cried. it was harmless tears. everybody thought that i was crying due to the fact that animals were being mauled right in front of me. and yes, that is half true. but, the real reason i started having a panic attack was because i started thinking and thinking and remembering things. memories were brought back and i just couldnt help but put my head down and cry. he told me that it was going to be okay because the animal was alive. but, he didnt know why i was crying. he didnt know that i was being reminded of the mistakes ive made and why i will never ever be good enough.
how do i tell someone that i feel so useless? im not sure.