i see the storm clouds rolling in should probably head back in but my afternoon has just begun and i didn't get to see anyone i'm being stubborn and careless just to be out on the terrace soaking up the last of dancing rays in the last of my suffering days i really oughta close the window but i like how it feels when the wind blows i didn't feel anything for a long long time and its selfish but who cares if i die at least i died free if it were following my wishes the last you'd see of me