Is healing good for me? but I'm intricately attached to these scabs and scars I hold them so dearly, I don't want to let them go. Is healing my current foe? but these roots are dead. What will grow instead? Uncertainty is a fright to me And maybe the light is too harsh Cause I love my shadows, from the tip of their nose down to their toes They've been my constant comfort Healing light is too blinding and my vulnerabilities are intricacies only I and my shadows are minding