it fills me up, fills up every millimeter of empty space in my body it moves my organs around to make room it engulfs me, and swallows me whole every moment i'm awake feels like i'm drowning in it
it travels up my body, up to my throat every moment i'm awake feels like i'm suffocating on it at night i wake up thrashing, grasping at my throat, begging to be allowed room for air
it travels up my body, up to my head every moment i'm awake feels like i spend it thinking about you you take control of my thoughts, my feelings you're like a parasite i can't get rid of