As if you ever stopped to wonder about the hurt you put me through as if i meant nothing the way you look me over as if the world dint stop turning when i heard you were going as if i am a child and you with your facts and real "outlook " on life is the only thing you see as if my belief that happiness could be ours is such a silly idea Misplaced hope You said. why have you left me before you have even been shipped off and i refuse to believe the **** you give me about not being able to "commit yourself" to the navy and me at the same time i was doing fine, you came back to me, this isn't fair it is almost 2 a.m. and your words are running through my head The world is not a fantasy gen, we cant just run away and hope for the best when people come back, they aren't supposed to go away again out of the blue, disappearing, to avoid a stupid wall they have put up from breaking down just because the feel they care about someone too much i almost had you .you almost gave in. you told me you wanted me and that you would love me till the day the sun goes out, come back.