the trees are shedding
their dead leafs
but the dead parts of me
are only blossoming
deeper into my veins
soon,
the ugliest memories
will be all that i have left
like a tree full of dead leafs
that just won't ******* let
go of their branches
jesus christ
won't someone shake
them free...
oh
won't someone shake
this pain away from me
so that i will have the room
to grow untainted beauty
freshly from my core
*i just need some space to start over