not as comforted by the absence of shore as i was before, when i prayed for the shell to close now i stare into the sun waiting for doors to show i cradle all my blemishes, the flower, grip the thorns rabbits are telling me its time to go yet my internality remains reposed comforted by the thought of piercing arrows comforted by the sweet monsters voice havenβt felt in so long, a zoo animals futile joy