i'm not sure i'm ready to give up coffee yet

i like the sharp bitterness
the warmth in the morning
the gentle buzz of energy
the soft reminder that I am capable and eager

i'm not sure why i want to give it up

maybe it's the piercing dependency
the exhaustion of its lacking
the subtle refill in the mid day
even if it drives me too madness

maybe its the same things that destroyed me
about you.