You’re gone
I still think about you every day
I have to stop
Letting my mind wander back
In all my free moments
It’s not healthy
But I’m not ready
I know that you’re not coming back
I’m not crazy
I’m just not ready
It’s been 6 years
That’s probably too long
But what is a year anyway
I blinked and my hair was grey
I’ll stop when your voice fades in my memory
But for now
I’m not ready