I know why I scare you. I can be kind and unknowingly fierce, So open and so closed, Perfect and flawed, All at the same time. I know I can be trusted But know I'm not. I'm not one you can predict. I fight great battles And lose, and rejoice in the loss. I speak parables and pain Blessings and burdens. I see so many dimensions. That don't exist for you. I barter for slavery instead of freedom And walk naked among angels That you can't see. I talk to the dead Because they listen. And am feared though I have no power Over you. I'm not accepted because I'm different. I don't see an end or a goal I see enlightenment. I can brush my teeth with Dickinson And cook with Aurelius. Introduce them to each other At lunch. A canopy of trees is a squirrel's playground to me. I am quite often misunderstood And conceived to be crazy. But when I see a bird I watch it As long as it takes for that bird to go. And wonder if anyone will ever Watch me for that long.