Feelings fading fast. I get the feeling we're done. Put off visiting. Do you never want to meet my gaze again? My sweet I'll let you go. Little choice I fear. Truly darling, I love you. You have nothing to fear. Don't want to break your heart. To breach your soul.
I thought as two we had it made. Don't know why you're so afraid. Not going invade your space. Feel that if you see my face. A deluge of flooded feelings. Left for now will blow you away again. Not going to steal the poets drive. Like you she makes me feel alive.
What we had was something else. We made love vows under the oak. Vows that mattered to heart and soul. The two of us as one. Mattered to you too. I'm sure they did. Without you in my life I'm poor. I guess it's never again. I'm not stealing your life away. I have enough of my own. I'm in pieces. I know I shouldn't be.
Wanted you. I know you really wanted me. You never really admitted. Although perfectly we fitted. Suited and booted two of a kind. Both stuck in the same state of mind.
I battled to the end. Now I beat a full retreat.
Livvi Kent 24/09/2013.
Sorry this is rather personal but somethings just have to be said!