I still dream it seems Surprises me too At some point, the stress of the real world You'd think After every failure Endless nights of, Nothing, really And it's torture For the mind, body, soul All the brain damage The body slowly dies A life of just work Years dreaming for better So many hard truths You hope, but This fleeting world Loneliness, pointlessnes Belligerent with no fight No purpose or place So many, just Living to die