Thank you for the rose my love I fly high and still look at you from above, every day. I know you have many silent tears and so much pain in your heart. Yes today was the day and that was the place. I fell from that wooden bridge and drowned . You must know I fell because of my seizure. Your little man I was. Always together, always taking care of me. Being sick wasn’t easy on you as a single parent. But what a love you gave me my love. What a lovely mom you were. Know that I’m not far away. I am free as a bird in the sky I often come and sing a song in the tree next to your window. Tell you what I see up there. It’s all good and I’m not sick here. My one wish is for you to smile. Maybe when my little brother arrives. I will be still here, watching. Thank you for the rose my love.