I want to Howl like Ginsberg. Shock you with the ugly truths slap your face with my ****. I want to be arrested like Lenny Bruce for blue comedy. Ride the rails and be a Beat Poet while I wring every ounce out. I want to suffer 'til I can puke it onto the page at 3 am and ring your bell and hold on all night and wake sane again. I seek truth in needles. I Howl!