I actually know what it's like to look at someone and see only them and no one else. I used to think that was all made up until now, but apparently it's possible. I also know what's it's like to have your heart start beating faster when you try to talk to him or even just when you're standing next to some one. I find that he's always on my mind, I never stop thinking of him. He is in most of my dreams, good or bad. When he's aren't there one day, I can't think straight. all I can think of is him.I can't say I've ever felt this way before. No matter what I do something always reminds me of him. He's probably the only person that can truly make me happy. Sure others will make me laugh or smile, but that doesn't always mean I'm any happier. I'm probably just hiding the fact that I feel horrible inside. It's not like that when I'm with a certain some one though.