She chose me from among the younger boys to cross the long floor and on the far side, in the half-curtained sunlight she took hold of me and my innocent limbs
- she helped me reach up her long back, guiding my trembling hands - and then she enveloped me, joining her body to mine.
I could feel the damp of her warmth, our bodies rolling together while her music set the pace which I struggled to maintain, but somehow I kept in step with her rise and fall, with her supple flow, navigating this complex dance, deep in this safe space in the circle of her practiced arms.
The pre-pubescent boys looked on and the teacher's graceful Foxtrot took me across the full length of the room from boyhood to something new.