is it the radiation why i have been set ablaze how one feels so fortunate to be blinded by the sun for you to admire from the first word that ever truly carried any weight through your ear summer boy summer man i want to hold your summer hands and taste the winter in your skin i’ll grow flowers from your skull when you can no longer hold all the blood and bone oh to have eternity bat her eyes at us how fortunate can two beasts be consecrating you to me plucked with the gentlest touch and may the black swan never drink from our waters