I never believed in "god", But everytime before I sleep I have a silent prayer; "𝘓𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘦" "𝘒𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸" "𝘐'𝘮 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥, 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘨𝘰" Over and over and over, Thinking "he" might hear me And punish me to live longer
Life update! I have CKD and I still can't accept my situation now. I'm getting tired, so tired. Still looking for a will to fight but any moment, I'm cool to leve.