I am unable to be happy, that is my conclusion, a self-diagnosis. I simply just, cannot be satisfied, it's just that, honestly. I sit there, and stare, dumbfounded, I don't know, I don't care. Bottom lip sticking out, legs crossed, arms folded, tapping the mole, on my left bicep. It's not my fault, really, I'm frustrated, it isn't fair. I donβt care, I don't know, how to be happy, that is my conclusion, a self-diagnosis.