The streetlights shine through my warped glass panes Spraying shapes for me to watch in vain I wonder if after 50 years Anyone will even remember my name The cars whizz by at dangerous speeds I lose sense of time and neglect my body's needs Feeling myself whither away and unable to stop it My life's coming to a crashing halt while theirs proceeds I have never felt this alone before I keep waiting and hoping for something more But nobody can come save me from myself As far as I'm concerned I'm done for