into the world i walk
again and again
or only once
i do not know

i dream this existance
the manifest now
i can change this existnce
the manifest now

but some  choices shorten
years of life
and causes the pain
i want to avoid

sometimes i don't know where to go
who or what is to blame
for my misery
guess and guess again

or see and see and see
what you don't want to
and call this life a memory
alive