there’s no nerve he won’t wrack when reflected in glass and he’s there looking back from the windows I pass turns my calm to unease with his smell of ill health he’s the walking disease who's infected himself and he sits by my wife eating lunch with my kid like a part of their life that is usually hid and I watch them lean in on each word he spoke and he gives me this grin like it's all a big joke so I show him some anger I let it all free say 'hey doppelgänger, don't doppelgäng me!' and I shoo him away like he has leprosy not before he can say 'I am you, me and we' now he’s lying in wait while his power accrues if I dissociate then he’ll walk in my shoes so I have to prepare as he’s bound to return any time, anywhere that's the first thing you learn.